Living life to the fullest

Coming UppPPP!

2009-02-01T20:32:00.002+08:00

My birthday is coming up! LOL.. Im turning 22.. eeew... LOL.

My wish list..

1. Good health
2. Good Job
3. Lessen ang away with husband.
4. See my kids ASAP
5. Be with them for good. (i miss coby and hiro sooo much!)
6. Help my mom with her finances.
7. Help my mom in law with her finances and health.
8. See my friends
9. Talk to my dad
10. MAGING MILYONARYA target ko at the age of 24 dapat milyonarya na ko!!! hahaha

Masa's Bday Gift......

2008-08-19T17:43:00.000+08:00

http://www.veoh.com/videos/v156033447HaTSkTE

QuizSoup.com

2008-06-02T20:27:00.003+08:00

Are you REALLY in love?

Your Result: You REALLY are in love!

You honestly, sincerely, truly, love/really like this person from the bottom of your heart. There's no doubt that you're not!

Your Result: Perfect Baby!

You Know All The Right Moves To Make Your Partner Scream! Your A Pro! But You Expect The Same In Return!

Your Result: sweet and flirty

you make everyone feel good and you r the queen of flirty without crossing any lines.

Sooo. Ambitious.!

2008-05-29T16:01:00.000+08:00

AMBISYOSA KA!

Lahat ng nakakagets mag-agree sa ken! HAHA.

ABC Friends. (Nicknames) post from yan alvarez

2008-05-23T15:39:00.000+08:00

GIRLS:

A - Apol Garcia
B - Bea Costelo
C - Camille Aguinaldo
D -
E - Ek Gonzales
F - Faith Nilo
G - Gillian Hizon
H - Hunnie Garcia
I - Ida Francisco
J - Joyce Carbonel
K - Komi Policarpio
L - Liza Hadjula
M - Mai Carlos
N - Naz Marzona
O - Ouanne Garme
P - Pauline Gutierrez
Q -
R - Roma San Joaquin
S - Shem Enguerra
T - Tin De Los Reyes
U - Unica Francisco
V - Vren Siena
W - Wence Wenceslao (haha daya)
X -
Y - Yan Alvarez
Z -

BOYS:

A - Ardy Robles
B - Bj Chua
C - Christian De Guzman
D - Dino Santos
E - Erwin Antido
F - Francis Estanislao
G - Gboy Pacamarra
H -
I -
J - Jeremy Masinsin
K - King Canlas
L -
M - Mark De Guzman
N -
O - Oliver Roxas
P - Peter Apuyan
Q -
R - Roy Daban
S - Star Dela Torre
T - Tristan Aldea
U -
V -
W -
X -
Y - Yves Santos
Z -

I'm worth 1095. Whew. Haha. -Post from Yan Alvarez

2008-05-20T18:19:00.000+08:00

You look it over the following list and see how many of these things you have done. BUT you have to ADD up the money amount along the way. Then post the amount that you are as the title of the bulletin.

PS: the smaller the better!

1. Had sex: P30.00
2. Smoked: P100.00
3. drank alcohol: P100.00
4. Went skinny dipping: P20.00
5. Kissed someone of the opposite sex: P90.00
6. Kissed someone of the same sex: P10.00
7. Cheated on a test: P10.00
8. Fell asleep in class: P10.00
9. Been expelled: P10.00
10. Been in a fist fight: P40.00
11. Given oral: P60.00
12. Got oral: P60.00
13. Prank called the police: P10.00
14. Stole something: P10.00
15. Done drugs: P20.00
16. Dyed your hair: P50.00
17. Done something sexually with someone older (like a few years): P20.00.
18. Courted by someone OVER 18 (if your under 18): P50.00
19. Ate a whole bag of oreos: P60.00
20. Cried yourself to sleep: P10.00
21. Said you love someone but didnt mean it: P95.00
22. Been in love: P90.00
23. Got caught doing something that you shouldnt have been doing: P80.00
24. Went streaking: P5.00
25. Got arrested: P10.00
26. Cuddled: P95.00
27. Peed in the pool: P5.00
28. Played spin the bottle: P30.00
29. Done something you regret: P70.00

Now add up and post as "Im worth...."

GO TO HELL

2008-05-17T16:41:00.002+08:00

MAMATAY KA NA!

TAE.

OO IKAW!!!!! IKAW NGA!!!

B*TCH

2008-05-16T18:26:00.000+08:00

ONE WORD FOR YOU

PLASTIC!

I HATE YOU. SO MUCH. SO SO MUCH.

GO TO HELL.

CRAZY ME, CRAZY FOR YOU

2008-05-15T18:03:00.004+08:00

I MISS YOU LIKE CRAZY. DAMN CRAZY MASA!

THERE ARE MOMENTS NOW IN MY LIFE WHEN I REALLY MISS YOU, THAT I WANT TO PICK YOU FROM MY DREAMS AND HUG YOU FOR REAL.

I WISH YOU WERE HERE. I WISH I CAN SHARE THE DAYS AND NIGHTS WITH YOU.

I MISS YOU WHEN SOMETHING REALLY GOOD HAPPENS, BECAUSE YOU ARE THE ONE I WANT TO SHARE IT WITH. I MISS YOU WHEN SOMETHING IS TROUBLING ME, BECAUSE YOU ARE THE ONE WHO UNDERSTANDS ME SO WELL. I MISS YOU WHEN I LAUGH AND CRY BECAUSE I KNOW YOU ARE THE ONE THAT MAKES MY LAUGHTER GROW AND MY TEARS DISAPPEAR. I MISS YOU ALL THE TIME, BUT I MISS YOU THE MOST WHEN I LIE AWAKE AT NIGHT AND THINK OF ALL THE WONDERFUL TIMES WE SPENT WITH EACH OTHER. YOU KNOW WHAT?! I MISS YOU. I MISS YOU SO MUCH LIKE HELL.

I THINK ABOUT YOU CONSTANTLY,WHETHER IT'S WITH MY MIND OR MY HEART.

DISTANCE NEVER SEPARATES TWO HEARTS THAT REALLY CARE, FOR OUR MEMORIES SPAN THE MILES AND IN SECONDS, WE ARE THERE. BUT WHENEVER I START FEELING SAD COZ I MISS YOU, I REMIND MYSELF HOW LUCKY I AM TO HAVE SOMEONE SO SPECIAL TO MISS

IF I NEVER MET YOU, I WOULDN'T LIKE YOU, IF I DIDN'T LIKE YOU. I WOULDN'T LOVE YOU. IF I DIDN'T LOVE YOU, I WOULDN'T MISS YOU. BUT I DID, I DO AND I FOREVER WILL.

I LOVE YOU SO SO SO SO MUCH ASAWA KO. I MISS YOU SO MUCH MASA.

Blogthings part 2

2008-05-12T07:01:00.003+08:00

Your Heart is Blue and Purple

Your heart is enticing and enchanting.

You are charismatic, larger than life, and fascinating.

You bring fantasy and romance to relationships.

You're good at making someone ordinary seem extraordinary.

What Are the Colors of Your Heart?

You Are Very Sexy

Damn! You are one hot number. You have a lot of sex appeal.

You know you're sexy, and you're not afraid to put it all out there.

And while you're very appealing, you're careful not to be trashy or over the top.

Sexy is all about attitude. And you totally have the attitude that people love.

How You Are Sexy

You accept your body as it is, and that's sexy. If you feel attractive, you are more attractive - no matter what your shape is.

Your modern look is sexy. You don't give people too much of the same old thing. You like to change it up.

You are secure in social situations, and you definitely have a confident vibe. And that's very sexy.

You feel gorgeous, and you always try to look your best. You make the best of what you've got. Totally sexy!

Are You Sexy?

What You Know About Your Guy: Practically Everything

You have gotten to know your man really well

From his hopes and dreams to favorite things...

You definitely have enough info to figure out if he's *the* guy

In fact, you may know him a little better than you know yourself

How Well Do You Know Your Man?

You Are Independent Sexy

You drive men crazy with your "playing hard to get act"

Except, it's really not an act at all.

You're a strong, sexy woman with her own life and interests.

And that makes men even more interested in you!

What Kind of Sexy Girl Are You?

You Are 48% Good

You are a fairly good person. You strive to live a moral life whenever possible.

You are usually kind, generous, and loyal. However, you do have a dark side that even you may not see.

When it comes down to ethical decisions, you tend to take the path of least resistance.

So you may end up lying, cheating, or engaging in other bad behavior... because it's just easier to do so.

You are also probably: Conflicted and confused about the current course of your life

Right now you are on track to being: A slightly crooked politician

To be a better person: Break one bad habit - whether it's telling white lies or spending too much money.

How Good Are You?

Your Kissing Grade: A

You are truly an amazing kisser. Your kisses are extraordinarily mind blowing.

Whether you're naturally a good kisser or not, you've taken the time learn how to be the best kisser possible.

Anyone would be lucky to get a kiss from you!

How Do Your Kisses Rate?

You're Not Exactly Psycho...

But it's pretty obvious that a small part of you isn't over your ex yet.

It's time to give yourself some space from him - being friends is not going to work right now.

So stay away from your ex for now... before he turns you into a psycho!

Are You a Psycho Ex-Girlfriend?

He's Over Her!

Don't worry about a thing - your guy is totally over his ex.

He's moved on, found someone better, and he's never looking back!

Is He Over His Ex?

You Are an Indifferent Ex

You're not one of those girls who thinks about her exes - or even remembers them

"Love 'em and Leave 'em" is your motto. And your break ups tend to be a clean break.

It's a nice strategy to have, and guys appreciate your total lack of emotional baggage.

But just a little reminder: it is okay to remember the good parts of your past, even with exes.

What Kind of Ex-Girlfriend Are You?

You Are a Sensitive Kisser

For you, kissing is a way to connect

And you need lot of care, attention, and privacy

It may take you a while to kiss someone...

But when you do, it's total fireworks

What's Your Kissing Style?

You Were Nice This Year

You Were 35% Naughty, 65% Nice

Okay, so you weren't *entirely* nice this year

But Santa doesn't expect a modern girl to be perfect

You were good enough - and you'll be rewarded for it

Were You a Naughty Girl or Nice Girl this Year?

You're Confident...Sometimes

You can seem confident when the occasion calls for it

But inside you may be experiencing a bit of self doubt

A little more inner confidence could take you far...

And convince others that you're as confident as you try to seem

Are You a Confident Woman?

You Are Picky When it Counts

Like most sane women, you want a great guy who will treat you well.

But you're also willing to put up with a few flaws in your Mr. Right

You should congratulate yourself on having a realistic approach to dating.

You probably have quite a few great guys you can date!

Are You Too Picky When It Comes To Men?

You Make a Great First Impression

You can handle almost any social situation with grace, even the tricky ones.

Strangers often find you charming and interesting. You are often remembered fondly.

Even if you're not naturally outgoing, you can make conversation with anyone if you need to.

Whether you were born this way or had to work to get here, you are definitely charismatic.

You're popular and well liked. People definitely look forward to being around you.

Your social connections bring you a full and rich life. You understand how important it is to make a lasting impression.

What Kind of First Impression Do You Make?

You Are 37% Bitchy

You're a pretty sweet person, and you're definitely not prone to bitchy outbursts.

Sometimes, though, you can't help thinking mean thoughts about people. But at least you don't act on them!

How Bitchy Are You?

Your Guy Is Not A Player!

At least, all signs point to "negative"

What your guy is: straight up, honest...

And a one woman man.

This one's a keeper - so hold on to him.

Is He A Player?

You Are An Extrovert!

You have a ton of friends, perhaps more friends than anyone you know.

Nothing to do on Friday night? No problem for you to find the action.

You're friendly, easy to know, and you seem to get along with almost everyone.

You love to express yourself - and everyone knows a good deal about you.

Whether you're giving your opinion or sharing your dreams, you don't keep anything in.

Are You An Extroverted or Introverted Girl?

Not a Jealous Bone in Your Body

You're secure, trusting, and giving with friends and lovers

And while you may have been hurt before, you've bounced back

You're generally happy with your life - and no one's grass is greener than yours

One word of caution: some may see your lack of jealousy as indifference!

Are You A Jealous Woman?

You Are 20% Obsessive

You're less prone to obsessive thoughts than the rest of the world...

While you do get hung up from time to time, you're excellent at clearing your mind.

How Obsessive Are You?

Your Love Number is 1

You tend to be a stubborn lover, holding your ground in every argument

You take your time falling in love. You aren't the type to lose perspective.

You are loyal (to a fault), and you require the same loyalty in your sweetheart.

At your best, you are a wise and inspiring partner - who sticks around.

What Is Your Love Number?

Your Reputation Is: Mystery Girl

You're the girl that everyone is trying to figure out.

Men are attracted to your intriguing persona - and women want to copy it!

Do You Have A Bad Girl Reputation?

Blogthings part 1

2008-05-11T11:54:00.003+08:00

You Are Confident and Secure

You are practically immune to insecurity and self doubt.

You're comfortable with who you are, and if someone doesn't like you - that's not your problem.

Some people think you're too confident, but that's just their insecurities shining through.

Your confidence carries you through your worst moments, because you know you'll always come out fine.

Are You An Insecure Girl?

People Definitely Like You

You are very well liked, and many people admire you.

You are friendly, well mannered, and fun to be around.

Of course, you're not perfect... but that's okay.

Your friends are usually willing to accept you for who you are!

What People Like About You:

People like that you take the them to get to know them and make a connection. You make people feel important.

People like that you don't gossip or talk poorly of others. They trust that you will speak positively about them too.

People like that you are genuine and real. They can count on you to be yourself.

Do People Like You?

People Definitely Like You

Do People Like You?

You Should Live in a Big City

You don't want anything in particular out of life... you want it all.

You crave new and exciting experiences. And you get bored fairly easily.

Only very big cities can keep you entertained and stimulated.

Where Should You Live?

You Should Live in a Big City

Where Should You Live?

Your Thinking is Abstract and Random

You are flexible, adaptable, and creative.

There's many ways that you can learn - and you're up for any of them.

You relate well to other people, and you do well working in groups.

You can help people communicate together and work with each other's strengths.

You don't work well with people who are competitive or adversarial.

You prefer to work toward a common goal... not toward conflicting goals.

What Kind of Thinker Are You?

Your Thinking is Abstract and Random

What Kind of Thinker Are You?

Your Political Profile:

Overall: 35% Conservative, 65% Liberal

Social Issues: 0% Conservative, 100% Liberal

Personal Responsibility: 25% Conservative, 75% Liberal

Fiscal Issues: 75% Conservative, 25% Liberal

Ethics: 50% Conservative, 50% Liberal

Defense and Crime: 25% Conservative, 75% Liberal

How Liberal Or Conservative Are You?

Keep Him :-)

This guy's got marriage on the brain - and should propose soon...

That is, if you play your cards right. Keep doing what you're doing.

Marriage material guy doesn't like drama - or hot today, cold tomorrow relationships.

So keep it flowing peacefully, and you'll capture his heart.

How to make sure you're ready: Make sure that you love marriage minded guy because he's a fantastic catch - not because he's eager to walk down the aisle.

Is He Marriage Material?

MY TEST

2008-05-10T17:27:00.001+08:00

Create your own Friend Test here

FRIENDS TAKE MY TEST. :)

Halatang wlang magawa. Bow. :)

lito tuliro. another version

2008-05-04T19:51:00.002+08:00

LITO, TULIRO?! haha. TAGALOG MODE again. pwedeng bumawi? pwedeng TAGLISH?! Piso bawat 1 salitang ingles. (exception ang "mode") Haha.
hmm. hindi kaya ko to. Tagalog tayo.

Bakit nga ba?! Hindi ko rin alam. Magmula ng umalis si Masa paputang Japan, nalungkot ako dahil siyempre nasanay na ko na nasa tabi ko siya lagi, may naglalambing, may nangungulit, may nakikipag-away sa ken, may kausap ako, kakwentuhan. Lahat na. haha. si Masa kasi yung tipong asawa ko na hindi tlga asawa as a whole. para ko na rin ksi siyang matalik na kaibigan (na alam ng lahat na dun kami unang nagsimula), kuya (haha, na alam kong nde sha papayag pag nabasa nia to kc sasabihin nia mas matanda ako sa knya), magulang (grabe sa pagka strikto.). Ayan. lahat yan namimiss ko sa kanya (waaaaa tae. ano tagalog ng "miss") magsimula nun umalis siya. Pero siyempre alam ko, alam naman nating lahat na ginagawa niya yun para sa pamilya namin. Para maging maayos ang kinabukasan ng mga anak namin. Ilang araw din akong hindi kumain sa sobrang pangungulila (waa ang lalim) sa kanya. Pero linggo at buwan ang nakalipas, ayos na ko. Nakasanayan ko na nawala siya. Dahil halos araw-araw din naman kami magkausap sa "internet" (excuse to dahil walang tagalog nito). Halos isang buwan din kaming nag-antay ng magandang balita. Sa wakas. nagbunga na rin ang aming pag-aantay. Sa Miyerkules siya'y magsisimula sa knyang trabaho.

Maraming magandang benepisyo yung kumpanyang kanyang napasukan. Tirahan at yung paraan kung pano niya ko makukuha mas madali kaysa sa nakagawiang paraan ng mga hapon na dapat meron munang parang tulad ng sa atin dito na ITR (income tax return, utang na loob excuse ulit to.), pero dahil kasama nga yon sa magandang balita ang mangyayari maari na niya akong kunin sa susunod na buwan o sa kahit kelan ko naiisan magpunta dun. Ang maganda pa dun, dun din ako pwedeng magtrabaho. Sa pagkuha sa ken ni Masa, ang kumpanya nia ang magbibigay ng kelangan ko para sa akin bisa :p maging ang aking pamasahe sila ang bahala, siyempre ibabawas ito sa sweldo ni Masa. Haha. Pero diba napakaganda naman talagang balita? Natuwa ako nun una. Tuwang-tuwa dahil sa wakas magkakasama na kami ulit. Pero sa kabilang banda. Napag-isip-isip ko. Pano ang mga bata. Si Hiro dalawang buwan pa lang. Kapag iniwan ko siya baka pagbalik ko hindi niya ko kilala. Si Coby ayos lang ksi malaki-laki na siya. At nakakakilala na.

Isang paraan ang naisip ng aking biyenan, iwanan ang mga bata sa knya. Basta may dalawang katulong siya maayos ang lahat. Naisip ko, mas maganda na rin yung ganun dahil makakapag trabaho kami ng maayos na walang iintindihing mga bata. Yun nga lang. Matatagalan kami dahil isa pa lang ang aming katulong at kelangan pa namin maghanap. Gsto ko kasi kung itong paraan na ito ang masusunod, gsto kong maging maayos, matiwasay muna ang kalagayan nila dito bago ako umalis. Un nga lang matatagalan ako makapunta ng Japan at matatagalan kami maka-ipon.

Ikalawang paraan naman si Masahiro isasama ko na papuntang Japan. May mag-aalaga naman kasi dun sabe ni Masa, nagalok si Tita Evelyn na siya ang mag-aalag kay Hiro (pero shmpre nakakahiya un) Mas mabilis yun. sa susunod na buwan o sa makalawang buwan maari na kaming makasunod. Ang problema lang dito. SI Coby maiiwan dito sa Pilipinas. Na ayokong mangyari. Gsto ko kung maiiwan si Coby silang dalawang magkapatid maiwan na din. Ayoko kasing isipin ng ibang tao na pinabayaan ko si Coby at may paborito ako. Hindi sa paborito ko si Hiro kaya siya ang napili kong isama. Ito ang storya jan.

Si Hiro ipinanganak pagkatapos namin makasal ni Masa. Kaya si Hiro apelyido na ni Masa ang dala. Madali kay Hiro dahil Japanese Passport na siya automatic, libre pa siya sa pamasahe kasi baby pa e. Habang si Coby ipinanganak ko out-of-wedlock (nde ko alam tagalog e,) at siympre alam niyo naman ang situation. Kaya kelangan pa ng adoption papers para maging legal na tatay ni Coby si Masa. Though ang labas ngayon eh step dad ni Coby si Masa. Pero mas makakadali kung adoption siya. Madali na lang namin magagawa yun dahil walang ibang party ang kelangan mag-appeal, at pera. sa panahon ngaun money talks everywhere. Madali lang ang magiging proseso niyan. Basta may pera.

Ngayon nagtatalo ang aking isipan kung anong paraan ang aking gagawin. Oo kelangan namin ngayon ng pera dahil sa buhay pinansyal namin na malapit ng magcollapse. Pero may mas hihigit pa sa guilt feeling (come on ano tagalog ng guilt? waaaaaa. dame na pisoooo.) ng isang ina na iiwanan niya ang isa niyang anak dito para lang kumita ng pera. Pag napipicture ko na iiwanan ko c Coby dito, my heart is breaking into pieces.At ayoko din kasi na lumaki si Coby kasama mga yaya. Gsto ko sa pagtulog nia sa gabi kasama nia lola nia. Alam kung hindi magagawa yun ng nanay ni Masa dahil sa kanyang kalusugan. Gsto ko sana siyang iwanan sa nanay ko kasi alam ko malakas pa nanay ko at kaya pang alagaan si coby at katabi nila ito sa pagtulog. kaso naman hindi kami nag-uusap. May tampo. Bahala Na. Hay. Pero, magulo pa din ang aking isipan. Nanay ako, anak ako. alam ko kung anong mararamdaman ni coby pag nalaman nia na iniwan ko siya. Pero sabe naman ni Masa bata pa si Coby at hindi pa naiintindihan un. Kahit na. Gsto ko maging patas kay Hiro at Coby. Kaya gsto ko din sila na lang maiwan pareho. pero un nga matataglan ang pagpunta ko dun at pagiipon namin. Naguguluhan ako sa totoo lang. May ilang buwan pa ko mag-isip. Pag-iisipan ko to ng mabuti. Tulungan nyo ko.

ANO NGA BA ANG MAS MAGANDANG PARAAN?!

Be Perfect

2008-04-18T11:22:00.005+08:00

Hay. Buhay nga naman. I swear, there's no such word as perfect. Pero alam ko na there's a way to make it close to perfect. Waah. hmm. I know sa relationship hindi maiiwasan ang mag-away, makagawa ng kasalanan. Pero come to think of it. May magagawa pa rin e. Contradicting isnt it?! Pero there's really a way para hindi makagawa ng kasalanan. basta ba nagiisip ng matino. Sorry. Im not over with it. True. Pero. Im trying to forget it. I have forgiven him though. But still I cant forget the fact the he once cheated on me. Anyway, mahaba naman yung time na magsasama kme. And i know in time I'll forget. And I know he's really sorry. (i hope) and I hope. At sana un ang una at huling beses niyang magawa un. And if nagawa niya ulit. I SWEAR TO GOD, To YOU, and to EVERBODY who's reading my blog. I will never ever ever ever forgive him. PERIOD. NO ERASE!=))

Tagalog Mode

2008-04-18T10:30:00.004+08:00

Abril 5, 2008 binyag ng aking bunsong anak na si Masahiro. Late kami. Nakakahiya. Alas-10 ng umaga ang misa. Wala pa rin kame. Dumating kami tatlongpung minuto makalipas ang alas-10. Nahihiya na si Masa dahil marami ng tao. Nauna pang dumating ang pari kesa sa bibinyagan. Samantala. Masaya naman. Masaya naman dahil sa kabilang banda ang aming bunsong anak ay isang ganap ng kristiyano. Kahit na maraming ninong at ninang ang nagpasaway at hindi nakapunta sa binyag. MGA PASAWAY! :) Sa kabilang banda. Sa ngalan ng aking kabiyak na si Masa, kami ay nagagalak dahil nairaos ng matiwasay ang binyag ng aming anak. Kami din ay lubos na nagpapasalamat sa mga taong naglaan ng oras para makapiling si Masahiro sa isa sa importanteng pangyayari sa kaniyang pagkatao. SALAMAT.

Abirl 5, 2008 kinahapunan magkakasama na kami nila Bea at King ng alas-5 ng hapon. Nagpunta sa pamilihan upang bumili ng inumin para sa despedida ni Masa. Alas-8 na wala pa rin tao. Samantala, Nagbibiruan pa kami ni Masa. pinipilit niya kong umiyak dahil ilang oras na lang ang aming pagsasama. Nagtagumpay siya dahil napaiyak niya ko. Hindi patas ang laban kailang ako din mapaiyak ko siya. Ngunit kanyang sinabe, "hindi naman ako maiiyak dahil sanay naman akong umaalis e." Ang aking sagotm,"oo siguro sanay kang umaalis na may iniiwang katipan o mahal, pero hindi ka pa sanay umalis na may iniiwang asawa at anak." bigla siyang napaisip na may puntos ang aking sinasabe. Naputol ang aming paguusap dahil sa may dumating na kaibigan si Masa. Hanggang sa Alas-10 na ng gabi ng dumame ang mga tao. Bilang sa aking mga daliri ang nagsipunta upang magpaalam kay Masa at bumati sa kaniyang matiwasay na paglalakbay patungo sa Japan, ang kaniyang kinalakhang bansa. Masayang naidaos ang kaniyang despedida. Datapwat may ilan-ilang mga kaibigan hindi nakapunta, nakakalungkot isipin pero masaya na rin dahil ang pinakamamahal niyang si King na itinuturi niyang kapatid ay nandun.

Abril 6, 2008 alas-4 na ng umaga ng ang mga tao'y nagsiuwian. At pag dating ng alas-5 ng umaga humabol si Ardy at Camille upang ipaabot ang kanilang pamamaalam sa aking asawa. Istorbo kayo! haha Patulog na kme eh. Samantala. Alas-7 na ng umaga nang ang aking ama ay tumawag para ipaalala ng ang oras ng pagsundo niya ay Alas-8 ng umaga. Ginising ko na si Masa. Naligo at nag-ayos para sa kanyang paglisan. Naiiyak na ko. Pinipigilan ko lang habang nag-aayos ako ng kanyang mga bagahe. Nang magpaalam si Chiharu (ang bunsong kapatid ni Masa) sa knya, paglapit sa kin ni Masa, "Mami, naiiyak ako.." niyakap ako at lumuluha.Sapol! Ang aking sambit "Akala ko ba hindi ka iiyak?" nanalo ako! Hahaha. Napaiyak ko siya. Sobra sobra na ang aming kadramahan. Tama naaa. Tae. Hindi ko siya inihatid sa paliparan sapagkat alam ko na lubos akong malulungkot sa pag-alis ng aking pinakamamahal na asawa. Hanggang sa nakaalis na siya. Umiiyak pa rin ako. Nalulungkot. Dahil ilang buwan din kaming hindi magkikita at magkakasama. Alam ko, sa pagpunta niya dun may magandang dahilan, Dahil yun sa kinabukasan namin ng aming pamilya. Para yun sa kinabukasan ng aming mga anak. Nakakalungkot lang. Sobra.

Sa kabilang banda, ako'y lubos na nagagalak dahil sa wakas unti-unti ng natutupad ang aming mga pangarap. Isa-isa ng nagkakatotoo lahat ng aming mga plano. Sana lang tuloy-tuloy na. sana. aking ipinagdadasal.

Tapos na..... Waaaaaah. Mahirap magpure tagalog. Haha. Napigautak ko kakaisip ng tagalog words.

Mission Accomplished

2008-03-13T10:38:00.009+08:00

Segue: Remember the countdown entry (http://janninafiel.blogspot.com/2008/01/countdown.html)? Well, job well done. Some were not though. coz we're still waiting for some important papers (e.g. hiro's birth certificate and marriage certificate [though the marriage cert. is with us already.]) haay. hopefully Masa will have a new job by April or May. He have to, we have to have more money on what he's earning right now. Dalawa na kaya sila. Hehe.

The Real Entry: Last February 29, 2008, Leap Year I should say, The most important thing in our life (Masa) ,our wedding. Held at Antipolo City. Simple yet soo solemn just our family and some closest friends. At last Im now his legal wife. not just by heart, by mind, as in legally signed in papers that we're bind together as Mr.& Mrs. Masamune Ishizu.

Last March 3, 2008 9:34am, I gave birth to Masahiro A. Ishizu at World Citi Medical Center (where I gave birth to Coby) he's 2.2kg and 45cm. It's harder than I gave birth to Coby. And they told me that he has twin. Super small lang nun fetus coz nde sha nag grow. He's hiding at the back of the placenta. Thank God hindi kmi na poison because of that. Super bait nun twin niya. Sayang though. Good thing na rin coz God knows na we're not ready to have 3 babies at a time.

For Real

2008-02-16T15:38:00.002+08:00

Just went to my ob-gyn and its confirmed. We're having a baby boy. Opposite on what we expect but still we're very happy that he's healthy and new baby in our family is coming plus the fact that there's another carrier of the Ishizu's blood. And that we're going to meet him realy soon. :)

Heart's Day

2008-02-14T00:26:00.002+08:00

Happy Valentines Day Everyone. Im celebrating this day of course with my husband. Plans for this day, not really related to this day's occasion. We're going to japanese embassy today to submit documents related to our marriage license. Date at the embassy yeah that's cool. Haha. :) Anyway.

HAPPY HEART'S DAY AGAIN!

Happy Birthday

2008-02-08T15:41:00.000+08:00

At exactly 7:40 pm last February 8, 1987 my mom gave birth to her one and only daughter Jannina. Ewww. 21 me. Happy Boitdei.

Twenty-one

2008-02-07T13:56:00.000+08:00

Yes. Tomorrow. Happy 21st birthday to me. come on. I didnt know that days are fast approaching that I didnt notice that I'm getting older again. Shox. 2 kids at 21. Haha. Happy, Contented and Settled at 21. Hmm. Too young. Yet so happy. Well well. Happy Birthday to me.

Confused

2008-01-18T07:04:00.000+08:00

Yesterday we went to my ob gyn for my monthly check up. Except for the do's and dont's of the doctor, I got surprised that she told me that probably my baby is not a girl. Sigh. There's a fifty fifty chances that there's a possibility that its a boy. Sad yet greatful. I dont know what to feel that time. Maybe because we were expecting a girl. But I have this strong feeling that Im carrying a baby girl. Crossed finger. Well then. My conclusion now is that, (like what I told to masa) "Hindi magaling doctor ko. Hmp. Kasi di nia malaman sa ultra sound kung boy o girl." haha. Well then just to forget the confusion that were feeling.

Amnesia

2008-01-11T16:35:00.000+08:00

Oh god, how can I forget that! Shox. I was reading my previous entry titled Countdown, and Im super surprised that I forgot to put on the list of my countdown the date of our anniversary. Haha. Addict lang. If only Masa could read this, haha. Malamang sasakalin nia ko.(of course im exaggerating then.) As in. Yun nga lang makalimutan ko ung ilang months na yung baby namin binabatukan na ko un pa kayang anniversary namin which is February 25, 2008 and I think that's 1 month and 2 weeks to go, hmm. Not sure but hmp, Whatever. stop calculating the days. Mahina ako sa math. Haha. But yeah most probably my calculation is correct. Haha. Oh well anyway, I dunno why I almost forgot our anniversary, maybe one reason because we stopped celebrating our monthsary. and maybe I got used to it. Haha. Eeh kasi naman busy sa work, sa bahay. sa lahat. But luckily, naalala ko. Haha. Okay pa rin memory ko. Well well ngaun okay pa. Sana in the future okay pa din. Nakakahawa na kasi si Masa e. toink.

Countdown

2008-01-10T14:50:00.000+08:00

Holidays are done. And the days are fast approaching. Come to think of it, just a preview from the past years:

1. October 10, 2006 - I gave birth to Coby.
2. December 25, 2006 - 1st Christmas with Coby.
3. January 1, 2007 - 1st New Year with Coby.
4. February 8, 2007 - I turned 20.
5. February 25, 2007 - Official date of our anniversary.
6. July 2007 - I knew I was pregnant, again.
- We told Masa's mom that I got pregnant.
- We moved to Masa's place.
7. August 19, 2007 - Masa turned 20.
8. September 2007 - We told my family both my mom and my dad that I am pregnant.
9. October 10, 2007 - Coby's 1st birthday.
10. December 25, 2007 - 2nd Christmas w/ Coby and 1st Christmas w/ Masa.
11. January 1, 2007 - 2nd New Year w/ Coby and 1st Christmas w/ Masa.

See, so many significant events that happened in the past year. Actually in just 1 year so many things happened. Happy, Sad, Shocking stories but still surviving. Oh well I think that's the key in life, We should know how to survive.

So going back. As I look at the events, goodness. There's a lot of things coming this year. As in a LOT. Like this things.

1. February 8, 2008 - Im turning 21. Grr. Its hard to admit but yes.
2. February or March 2008 - Fixing of legal documents.
3. March 3 or 10 2008 - My expected delivery to my baby girl.
4. March 2008 - I hope I can get my summer class.
- Some improvement w/ Masa's Work
5. June 2008 - Back to school.
6. August 19, 2008 - Masa's Debut! :p

Haha. Hanggang diyan muna. Baka may maudlot pa. Haha. Basta. Im super excited to see my new little angel.

Visit me on the big day. :)

Finally

2007-12-17T17:36:00.000+08:00

Yes, yes! Finally. Its a BABY GIRL. :) I had an ultra sound last Monday. Tama guess namin lahat! And mother's instict, for real na, baby girl tlga sha. :) We're goin to name her Michiru gusto kasi ng mom ko may "hiru" sa huli, i dunno why.

Anyway, we went to Laguna and Tagaytay last Sunday for "hilot" and sort of "hula". Haha. Lahat ng hula samen sakto. Pero shempre we're not gonna depend on it. Kasi nga "hula" un.

Wala na ko masabe basta Im excited to finally see my new baby girl. Sarap kaya bumili ng kikay stuffs for her. Sarap bihisan. Unlike sa boys, pants, shirt and shoes okay na. :) ang mali ko lang sana nun birth ni coby pinabutasan ko na ng ears. tsk.

Job well done

2007-12-12T11:39:00.000+08:00

Yey! Thanks mae for putting comment box and registering my halo scan. hehe. so engot. ambot. hmm. kelangan ko na nga cgro tlga mag-aral ulit. nangangalawang na ko. haha. waaaah. i miss school. but im more excited to see my new baby. waaaah. i dreamt of "him" last night. yes "him" kasi i dreamt of a baby boy. hmm... 3 boys in my life if ever. not bad. lahat cla they'll gonna protect me. uhm. gusto din ni masa boy eh. shmpre para may magdala ng surname nia and blood, coz i found out na he's the last ishizuin their clan so need nia tlga. though coby's gonna carry his surname, pero shempre dba. :) alam na. :) but still super thankful ako. to him, his mom and sis.kasi son, grandson and nephew tlga treatment nila to coby. touch ako. :) and super love tlga. and spoiled si coby sa grandma. imagine, nakita lang nia ung bear na stuff toy sa watsons hypermarktet tas super hinug and ayaw na nia bitawan ay naku. dahil love sha. si grandma binili. sweet. haaay. pano pa kaya un next baby. waaah. spoiled na lalo.waaah. :)

btw, i miss bea, king, peter, gill, camille, komi, roma and shem. when will i see them kaya? sana lang sa sabado. :)

Busy

2007-12-07T16:36:00.000+08:00

Yikes. Ang busy. Haha. Considering that Im a digital media student, what took me so long to "almost finish" my blogspot. Ay ambot. Haha. Yes. Almost Kasi Im not yet done with it. Un comment box I cant do it. I seek help na nga e. I even leave message to bea and mae to help me finish this. Ewan ko ba naman. I have multiply, friendster, my space and facebook(eh facebook nga d ko alam gagawin ko dun eh.haha). I dunno y do I have to make an account here. Haha. BOREDOM, i guess. Its been a week since me and my mom-in-law were stucked here at home. I wanna go out. I had a chance. My dad invited me to go out I refused eh kasi naman sino magaalaga kay coby. Eh ayaw sya isama kasi sa cementery pupunta coz its my grand pa's bday. Eh ano rin naman gagawin ko dun. So Id rather stay here and keep my self busy and do something, anything, nothing. *sigh* Anyway, I hope bea and mae could help me finish this. :)

Too Soon

2007-12-06T16:04:00.001+08:00

Just turned 6 mos last december 2. And 3 mos more we're having a new baby. Great! Im excited. Me and masa were already excited to meet the new member of the family.